每一秒過去都是我的人生

長大以後, 才明白人生都不是自己所想像的樣子
不會有一個好好的計劃, 不會有一個完美的藍圖
也不會照您想要的樣子呈現

但過去根深蒂固的觀念, 讓我們一直在等待未來會更好
明天事情會有不同
明年我一定可以找到更好的工作
那麼今天, 再生氣, 再委曲, 就這麼過吧
明天, 事情可能會有不同

但是, 如果現在這一刻, 不做任何改變的話, 未來也不會照你想要的改變的
我沒認清
所以我現在還在這裡
受折磨
看著年華老去

我終於明白了
每一秒過去都是我的人生
我要試著釋懷每一秒鐘所承受的不愉快
我怎麼對待我人生的每一秒, 我開心, 我憂慮, 我失意, 我放下, 我主動, 我開創....統統構成了我的一生
現在不改變, 以後也不會改變了
現在不想快樂, 最後也只剩下不開心
每一秒, 就是每一秒

Lousy drama that plays everyday

How fast can you be driven to loose control. For me, it seems not too long.
Just some little unreasonable and stupid things can drive me mad.

How sad is, the world is full of absurd and unjustifiable things.
Crazy, selfish boss is more than enough to drive you crazy.
What can you do? What can you say?
Argue with her? Do as much as you can? Or just simply ignore her?

It's not the meaningless time you spend that annoy you, it's you can not forgive yourself being trashed by a mad & selfish boss.

Can I think of it as

• just one job that give me money for living
• a test to surmount myself?
• a lousy drama that plays everyday, and let's found out how ridiculous it can be. Just laugh at it.