Sad

I feel very sad today. Sad for my life style, sad for what I have done.
I am longing for a meaningful, passionate life.
I know I am not reasonable, but I am just so so sad today.

Once in a while I was getting into an emotion that I can't bare to stay in the office anymore. I got this kind of urge to run away from work, from office, from the annoying people and stuffs.
TODAY is the day. But I still in the office now, putting up with my Boss and the meaningless things I need to do.